pernah tak sampai satu masa, kau rasa diri kau useless sangat sangat sangat?
useless tu apa?
ajeeeeeeeeee
tak berguna lah.
bila something jadi, kau rasa macam taktau nak buat apa.
and you just sit there, and feeling useless.
kau rasa macam kau tak ada function.
sebagai kawan, sebagai kakak, sebagai abang, sebagai adik, anything.
sebab lately, aku selalu rasa macam tu.
tambah-tambah since aku jumpa adik-adik aku.
the moment bila the one that they love, left them and i'm standing there, do nothing.
like seriously? do nothing?
useless tak? useless tak?
useless kan?
yes, i am.
i mean, i don't know what to do cause even the same thing happened to me, i'm also standing there like a dumbass.
i let him go even it hurts me a lot cause aku lagi rela dari aku paksa dia, and he become the one that hurting.
see?
useless kan?
cause i don't know what to do.
i can lend my ears, i can lend my shoulder but do something?
help you?
i would love to.
but how?
please tell me how.
cause i don't even know how to help myself.
you can hurt me.
i will try my best to endure it.
but please
don't hurt my family, my friends, my sisters.
tahu sebab apa?
sebab kalau kau hancurkan hati aku sekalipun, aku akan maafkan.
dan aku takkan salahkan kau.
aku akan salahkan diri aku.
but what if you hurt the one that i love?
aku takkan maafkan selagi kau tak betulkan kesalahan kau.
busybody? aku? maybe.
and lately when something bad happened, i think it's my fault.
how useless i am.
nampak tak berapa kali perkataan useless ni diulang ulang?
nampak tak?
saja taknak lari dari title.
harhar.
bye.
love,
miera.
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