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assalamualaikum.
hello :)
since i am a form 6 student and em tahu kan estipiyem itu sangat susah?
ye, sangat susah.
dan harini, trial estipiyem sem 2 bermula.
bermula dengan apa?
bahasa melayu.
hahahaha mesti macam "bahasa melayu? kacang mak lodeh lah."
kacang? no ini bukan espiyem.
ini estipiyem.
mofologi sintaksis, morfem, yendey yendey yendey.
since i'm sick, migrain bagai then i can't focus on my revision.
and worse, there's something happened on my way to the exam hall,
make me can't focus on the exam.
why lah must happened today?
balik-balik punyalah sedih.
terus ajak wiwin keluar.
kebetulan memang nak bagi something then okay.
tak menangis pun.
that's why i need my bestfriend.
ngeh :3
thanks pretty :)
sampai rumah, oh damn something happened again.
tak menangis, tapi rasa nak menangis.
and aman call me.
and i tell him everything.
apak ah, boleh pulak aku termenangis.
aku?
menangis kat aman?
memalukan.
haha.
but nasib baik dia faham.
dan dia yang terkenal dengan mulut potpetpotpet tu, boleh diam dan dengar bila aku cerita.
and sebab dia, aku boleh gelak berdekah dekah.
lawak dia, cara dia marah, loghat perak dia yang pekat bebeno tu.
haha thanks aman.
thanks for being there when i need someone.
thanks for lending me your ears when i need someone to talk to.
thanks for being there and make me laugh again.
aku terus lupa doh masalah aku.
itulah kawan.
ugh how much i wish dayah were here.
dulu bila benda macam ni jadi,
mesti aku tak jadi nak sedih sebab dayah ada.
selalu buat lawak depan aku.
dayah, balik lah.
rindu.
haa nampak tak dah tukar topik sekarang?
aku tahu.
sebab aku dah malas nak taip.
so em.
haha.
bye.
love,
miera.
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assalamualaikum and hi people.
pernah tak sampai satu masa, kau rasa diri kau useless sangat sangat sangat?
useless tu apa?
ajeeeeeeeeee
tak berguna lah.
bila something jadi, kau rasa macam taktau nak buat apa.
and you just sit there, and feeling useless.
kau rasa macam kau tak ada function.
sebagai kawan, sebagai kakak, sebagai abang, sebagai adik, anything.
sebab lately, aku selalu rasa macam tu.
tambah-tambah since aku jumpa adik-adik aku.
the moment bila the one that they love, left them and i'm standing there, do nothing.
like seriously? do nothing?
useless tak? useless tak?
useless kan?
yes, i am.
i mean, i don't know what to do cause even the same thing happened to me, i'm also standing there like a dumbass.
i let him go even it hurts me a lot cause aku lagi rela dari aku paksa dia, and he become the one that hurting.
see?
useless kan?
cause i don't know what to do.
i can lend my ears, i can lend my shoulder but do something?
help you?
i would love to.
but how?
please tell me how.
cause i don't even know how to help myself.
you can hurt me.
i will try my best to endure it.
but please
don't hurt my family, my friends, my sisters.
tahu sebab apa?
sebab kalau kau hancurkan hati aku sekalipun, aku akan maafkan.
dan aku takkan salahkan kau.
aku akan salahkan diri aku.
but what if you hurt the one that i love?
aku takkan maafkan selagi kau tak betulkan kesalahan kau.
busybody? aku? maybe.
and lately when something bad happened, i think it's my fault.
how useless i am.
nampak tak berapa kali perkataan useless ni diulang ulang?
nampak tak?
saja taknak lari dari title.
harhar.
bye.
love,
miera.
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